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first&&last

i met him in July twenty someting year 2006
love at first sight...maybe?
it was something about him. i dont know wat i was or wat it is for tht matter.
it was like he was one of those lights that the flys cant help but swarm around
but be careful not to get too close cuz you'll get burned. lol yea like that.
an asshole he was wen we first met but its weird tht made me even more attracted to him.
man that was a great day.
the best day.
he was the perfect gentlemen asshole. i loved it.
so rude and sweet at the same time. kept me on my toes
it was instant chemisty.butterflies like krzy and a bond that was undeniable.
life happend. as always life always seems to fck up the one good great thing you have going in your life.


i was falling.


off and on. months would go w.o speaking but wen we did it was like we jus saw eachother ystrday.

i finally decided that i've waited long enough for him. we cant be together anytime soon anyways. im tired of hopin and wishin he'll come around but it doesnt matter b.cuz he currently resides an hour and half drive away from me. we're both busy and it jus wont work. no time =/
i've decided im over this whole situation and him...and everytime i say im over it he fckn pops up either in person, phone,or email. either way my heart skips a couple of beats jus the same. i hate how he pops up. randomly. everytime i get focused on someone new or really try to make up my mind to give up on him he pops up. someway somehow. somethin like a radar he has on me. like he has to keep my emotions in check with him. and wen he [telepathically] feels im about to channel them else where....he does a lil cameo appearance in my life. fckn wep.

everytime i see i him i get so happy. i hate it.
♥ my heart starts to beat out my chest and my mind goes racing. i cant breathe && everytime i try to tlk my words wont come out right. ♥
yes. dumb status. im kinda like the nerdy girl who has the crush on the football player and everytime he talks to her she stutters or says something stupid....yea...thts me. =/

i've officially fell...kinda hard to.

i've gotten to deep in this. its scaryweird. [words made as one on purpose]
im not one to usually show or express emotions about loving someone too often.
i love my frens and family. i think niggas are dumb and i tend to treat them as such but he's different. idk idk idk idk.

he's ruinig my life unknowlingly. even tho i say im not; im still waiting on him.
i'll drop my life and everyone in it jus to have a life with him.
[ yea im pretty much fckd cuz im serious]
any dude im talkn to at the moment will suddenly dissapear like majic. it'll be hard to even remember their name in a couple of days.
i mean i wouldnt drop my Ness tho. probably be m.i.a for a few days b4 i break dwn and tell them Mr.youknowho finally woke up. *hehe
other nigga's are time fillers. i guess. i hopn to find someone to measures up since i ccant have wat i really want.
i wouldnt call it settling.
its just taking a different route to "happyness'.
kinda decided a while ago he was the O N E
grr. sometimes i hate wen i make up my mind cuz sometimes i cant even change my mind wen i try to.
i want to change my mind.

sucky situation..."... one thing i've discovered about myself in the past twenty years::
once i've wrapped my mind around an idea or person my mind is already made up.
theres no changing it.
if i hated it then i will always hate it but once i love you i will always love you....yea the passion in my heart goes THAT hard
i'll do like they say in the "hood'? i'll "go hard" for him =]

i will nevr express this emotions again.

the end.

finally

so i finally took that weave out.
i missed my hair.
i love my hair.
i can work it short or long.
GO ME ! =]
so i tried my hippie head band
on my freshly cut hair
annnnd here's the verdict....



 
 
 
 

m.i.a.....

i dream of driving far. having some real time to myself in the middle of nowhere. i love driving through moutains and past lakes. makes me feel at real peace. i plan on dissappearing one day for a week...maybe two..or a month..who knows... not completely dissappear and leave my loved ones stressed `nd worried. i'll call daily and say im o.k. but they wont kno where i will be located i dnt want to be found i jus want to explore and jus "be".... but i'll show them pictures and tell them the story on wat happened to me wen while i was gone wen i come back.

made a quick collage of my quick getaway yesterday::



 

hippie headband...?

so once again i tried somethin new wit my hair. lol. or my weave...which i cant to take out ! lol
anywhooo....back to the pics::




 
 
 
 

last nite...

wow. last nite was an experience on more than one level. my G.Daddy wanted to go to a strip club so i took him and dragged my good friend Allie along w. me ! lol. it was crazy the club was overall wack...nothing like the Players Club lmao. but it was only like three dancers really worth anything i mean im sure i could have done better than the rest. And not to mention the akwardness wen i realized i recognized one of the girls from my modeling class i took when i was in middle school. [it wasnt apart of the school, but i was in middle school wen i took it]. the modeling was a nice and we had a big show at the Carson community center. it was weird like..wow....so this is wat u've grown up to be? she kept talkn and lookn at this one blk hottie...which allie said was her "Pimp" ahaha. no not funny really. i hope all she does is strip and those is her homie or boyfriend...she looks healthy so im sure she's not strung out on drugs. anywho this isnt about her. my G.Daddy enjoyed himself but he needs to be taken to a real bomb strip club cuz these girls were kinda weak.

Picture Plus:: My Bro, Me, and my cuzin Paul from last nite. i love them. and i finally got the jerk down good. yea i was fckn it up last nite. lol. cnt wait till the next party.





 

0MG JELLiES

i used to love jellies wen i was younger. the were so comfy. saw some and had to get them ! oh and decided to get all my favorite colors on my nails at the same time lol. somethin new somethin new.


 

he had to feel me....

it ystrday afternoon and i wanted to get a one hour nap in before work.

i dnt kno but this dream felt soo real like it was the right time of day. im my dream i woke up in the same spot i went to sleep and the clock said it was exactly 33min later thatn the time i had fallen asleep.

it felt so real.

he was there with me.

telln me wait i've been waitin on this time to hear.

we packing our bags.

leaving.

hitting the road...jus the two of us

it felt so real

it was me him and the beautiful beach scence.

gone and a stranger to the rest of the world
i kno he had to feel me dreaming about him.

yes, it was tht intense.

My Geology Field Trip

the whole trip i was sick. and we had to meet at school by 7:45am on a saturday like OUCH !! and his class his hella boring but the trip was actully worth my time [ 'nd extra credit ] wish i was in better condition i would have enjoyed it more. i had fun tho thx to my friend lol but hey i can always go back on my own. didnt get to take alot of pics but i took a few. :/.


 
 
 
 

so i was on facebook...

and i took this Dr. Phil Personality test. here are my results::

Your Result: The Vain, Self-Centered Leader

Others see you as someone they should "handle with care." You're seen as vain, self-centered, and who is extremely dominant. Others may admire you, wishing they could be more like you, but don't always trust you, hesitating to become too deeply involved with you.



im like daaamn. i kno majority of it is true that i tend to come off that way to outsiders but the not always trusting me part got me. like wtf? im trust worthy i've nvr screwd anyone ovr..."intentionally". and i did it by accident i probably didnt too much care for u to begin with. but then again this is a general response and not 100% accurate since the test was only like 20 questions long.

u kidding me?

wats goofy? wat type of shit is this?

true story

its always the people with the worse sexual relationship problems
that give me the hardest time about being a virgin.

its pretty funny.

so their constant crying and bitching about dudes they fckn wit is suppose to motivate me to spread my legs b.cuz "it feels good" for jus a couple hours...?

if thats suppose to be the example of what having a "sex life" is like then they'll b better off masturbating.

but damn me if i bring up their situation...all of a sudden im fckd up. you cant tell me how great Brazil is if you only visited Peru.

im here.

life has been busy.

school has been crazy; but good

im here...reading all...and commenting some.

i have too much to express and not enough words...


laterz