2.24.2009

independent woman my ass




this independent woman shit is getting on my nerves.

most females are gettin the independent woman meaning twisted and taking it on a whole different level than it was originally meant to be.

i swear some of these chicks be really thinkn they beyonce and shit.

reality check.

beyonce is independent and M A R R I E D.

shit half of these chicks "claiming" to be independent arent even old enough to be independent. dont have shit in their name or own shit they purchased themselves that are actually worth shit. [ ur clothes and flyy shoes and ur wack as jewelry are items that depreciate not appreciate wit time. and if u dnt kno wat tht means then clearly ur not indpendent]

independent woman was a term meant to uplift females and not to say we didnt need mean in a sense that we could live our entire life ignoring males and belittling them everytime we get the chance because we dont "need" them.



it was in the sense of we didnt have to depend on men to take care of us financially. we didnt need to depend on men to make decisions about our futures and careers. that we were educated enough to think for ourselves and be capable to make wise decisions on our own.

females need to stop frontin like they dnt need a special someone in their life. we all know it feels good to be loved. to have someone you can talk to all day about everything you can think of. to have someone hug u so tight u almost loose your breath, but it wouldnt matter b.cuz u rather not breath with them than to die without them. someone who understands you and knows you jus a lil better than you kno yourself. someone who u can fight with and someone you can make up with.

i wish i could find someone like that for myself. i dnt expect much from males because my frens and family have taken very good care of me. jus someone who can be my best friend and my lover.







cant buy my heart with money but u can with sincerity and chemistry.

2.22.2009

yu kno wat they say about apples...



they say apples never fall far from the tree.

well i'll damned if i get stuck in my mothers roots

unsmart decisions, horrible lies, and constant need to belittle others

and stuck my grandmothers roots

of serious impatience, over exaggeration, and hella annoying whinyness.


im doing good so far.

i do make unsmart decisions at times but im only twenty. im learing, its apart of life but i wont b stuck like this. im gettin better evryday. i dnt lie. no need to. i dont give a fck about hurting ur feelings the truth needs to be told. and be little others? i dnt have time for that. i wanna give ppl a reason to be inspired.

im very inpatient. but wutevr. no need to exaggerate, imma tell it how it is. and i dnt whine.


im doing good so far.

imma jus keep rollin my apple ass ovr until im far enough to be me and close enough to be touchd.

2.21.2009

jus wanted to say wassup...








oh yea... this is supposed to b part two to the commercial 2008 version.



have a good day everybody !

2.19.2009

imma seven...

im kinda into this numerology crap. its been pretty on point if u ask me.



You are all about knowledge! Sevens intellectual and
studious personalities often pursue advanced academic
careers. As they love to absorb information, they usually
require a great deal of private time to cultivate their
knowledge.

These reserved and analytical deep-thinkers make great
mathematicians, engineers, inventors, scientists and
doctors. A sign that a number 7 has strayed completely
off of his or her life path is a complete withdrawal
from society.

In this case, the troubled 7 should try to recognize
his or her original ambitions to improve the world
through the application of wisdom.

2.17.2009

horrible + okay = bad day

1. it was rainin hella hard and i had to go to school.
2. Road blocks to school so i had to take an alternate route.
3. late to my psychology class....
4. couldnt remember where my psychology class was.
5. pissed the fck off cuz now im cold, semi wet and i cant find my class and its already 8:30am [ class started at 8 ]
6. 8:35 rolled around got tired of feeling like an idiot calld it quits for the day went to the library to print out hmwrk for nxt class.
7. computers are currently in use by a class. [ GRRRRRR ]
8. find a computer to use...and right upon pressing the print button the computer tech informs evryone there will be no more printing for the day [no ink, no paper ]
9. wtf
10.go to tec lab to use class computers.
11. mr.tech lab guy gives me hard time trying to make me sign up for the lab hours class tht requires me to use the lab for 35hrs b4 june for a grade. i mean this really isnt a problem i guess buuut...i have my own computer. im sure i wont use the lab for 35hrs jus priting shit out for my class.
12.Speech class was nice.
13.got my financial aid done. [ finally ]
14.came home and made some BURRITOS !
15. ME AND BESTIE CHELLZ SURPRISED OUR BESTIE ROBS AT HER SCHOOL W. A CAKE [ sorda ] FOR HER BIRTHDAY.
16. SHE WAS SO HAPPY. MADE MY DAY
17. came home and danced wit chellz. made up a dance to Breakin Dishes by Rihanna. [ no joke intended. ]

2.16.2009

done like a true toddler !!

The lady missed her flight from Hong Kong to San Fransico. lol.
saw it on the news..[ i hate the news ] but this was too funny

2.15.2009

eleven on the dot.

'nd im hella bored.
nothins on tv
internet is booorring...
my friends are all sleep =[
'nd i have no where to go..