chuuuch

my gma wants me to go to church.
i dont wanna go.
im in the process of finding a religion
yes i was born christian
buuuut
obviously im not.
idk
im so tired of fake christins a.k.a "church go-ers"
being a christian is a life style not jus something you decide to do once a week AFTER you come from parting all night at the club drunk as fuck. _{[weak ass mess]}

obviously they dont kno wat it takes to get into the gates of heaven b.cuz if they did they wouldnt be doing half the shit they do on the weekends.

if your goin to hell then fck it. the problem is knowing that are and fixing it to ensure ur place in heaven but but if really dnt kno that your doomed.

grr. i jus get so pissed at hell bound church go-ers telln me that i should be at church after they jus told me a story about havn sex [pre marriage], while they drunk/high, orr while they all up in the club etc.

grrrrr.

H E Y !!

i havent bloggd in a long time. alot has happend.
too much i wont try to cover =]



i love dane cook. i think he his ultra funny. he's gonna be on tonite [ comedy central] at 10pm. yay !


other news. schools almost out and im excited.
geology class is the only class im worried about.
i need to pass that class.
grr fck rocks, tectonic plates, && P waves.


this summer i have summer school.
yes
both summer session
two classes each
wep
wutevr.
it is a must because im applying for schools in oct.
so this summer and fall are very important for me.

but anywho. life is good...[as always] and it can only go up from here.
i cant wait for summer. boogie boarding my lil ass off.

sMh

So I'm at school

_{southwest college}

And I'm in speech class and once again my teacher is late.

Like wtf .

Class starts at 9:35

And its 9:41

If the teacher is later than 15min we are allowed to make a roll sheet and leave

This is very appealing but I do need to talk to her

But moving on to a new subject

Today is cinco de mayo and I looooove mexican food.

Where's the fiesta hit me up and let me kno.

Loveroni7@gmail.com

Yes I'm really serious.

brag a lil....

so.

last tuesday i was informed that i got the highest score on my psychology midterm.

go me.

my big bro took me to my favorite mexican resturant on the beach

S H A R K E E Z <---- _{Click for website}

u can only find them on 5 beaches in cali.

Manhantten
Hermosa
Newport
Huntington
Santa Barbara

been to all of them except santa barbara lol but i do plan on goin there soon.

i think they are really good.

if you go try the burrito especial. mmm

summa

so i must give myself some kudos. up until now i've always only had one bikini for the summer. and one bikini i wore two summers straight. decided to switch it up since i will b takn multiple pics from various water parks and beach trips from this very excited summer i plan on having. neeed some excitingg swimwear to go with do cha think? and i got my lil miss match thing goin on too.







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:) :) :) B L 0 W E D

i've decided .

today i've come to the conclusion that something is mentally not completely right with me.

[i kno...probably not the best thing to admit to, but who do u kno who is sane 100%?]

my point exactly.

well its not like im crazypsycho _{[yes.one word.]} or anything.

my decision about my "mental disorder" is ADHD.

yep.

i've noticed the older the i get the more impatient i get. i have like zero patience for anything or anyone.

doesnt take long for me to start averting my attention to someone or something else.

my mind stays wondering. its hard for me to focus for long periods on time. especially on somethin im not interestd in doing to begin w. ANYTHING will get my attention and keep it...until i find somethin that is more captivating than wat i am currently focused on.

it was really bothering me today at wrk 'nd me and my co-wrks were joking about it so i decided to come home and take a online test....[psych central.com

You appear to suffer from mild attention and concentration difficulties according to your responses to this self-report questionnaire. You should not take this as a diagnosis of any sort, or a recommendation for treatment. However, you may want to look into seeking further consultation with a trained mental health professional if you are experiencing any difficulties in daily functioning due to these difficulties or if you'd like a more in-depth answer.


so my mother is making my an appt to see a professional.