no words

i havent been blogging as much, havent really felt like expressing myself in too many words; havent felt like getting down to the real issues in my life. i hate expressing my issues b.cuz it makes me feel like im a depressed person. Grr

i mean pretty much my life is good.i have no complaints.i mean everyone has their moments but damn i hate wen i have mines. it feels like im bein punished for being happy. like being happy in life is too good to be true. a F A R fetchd dream; a fairy tale tht will nevr come true.

i feel like im misunderstood way too much. i have way too much attitude which i understand is a fault on my part but fck some ppl jus nvr give me a chance to explain myself. first impressions mean alot and my sarcasm may offend some ppl and they take it the wrong way but really im only joking.

i've been hurt before. bad. really bad. by a "love", a "friend", my mom gets on my last nerves like wtf. like she always finds a way to downplay wutevr im doin.but in reality im doin better than her. i hate for ppl to say i do somethin tht reminds me of her it really pisses me off. b.cuz she makes dumb decisions and lies way to fckn much...oh wait let me not say tht "dnt say tht...tht is ur mother"
gee thanks for the painful reminder. i mean dnt get me wrong i love my mom but she jus pisses me off soooo bad. all the time. over dumb shit.

im a V i R G i N. i dnt hide that piece of info from anyone. yep i made it all the way to 20yrs old. haha. funny. its been a long hard road but i've made and im still makin it. its weird the reactions i get from ppl wen i tell them tht. its like sometimes some ppl try to make me feel bad but i jus look @ like "yea and ur lettin a random nigga fck who u prolly wont even speak too in the next month, complaining about how he hurt ur feelings" thts wtf im missin out on? no thx.
ha dnt let me meet a guy a tell them. ha some dissappear faster than Houdini. some others stick around for awhile i guess to "try it out" as if they're gonna hurt my feelings if they leave tooo quickly. HA. im immune to it. i rather u leave early than to delay. dnt waste my time wit ur nonsense....ugh idk im like fck everything else and everyone.

my main focus is jus school which im doing well in and transferring.
some schools im eyeing::
order of importance

CSU CHANNEL ISLANDS
why: bomb campus. really nice dorms. small class rooms.middle of nowhere.close to beach.
SAN DIEGO STATE
why:sororities.best fren is goin there. nice dorms. close to beach.
CSU MONTEREY BAY
why: beautifully located campus. lots on on campus "things to do".
UC SANTA BARBARA
why:nice dorms. close to beach. great area.
UC IRVINE
why: bomb ass dorms. far enough away from home but still close. near a dance studio.

they are all very close together in competition they all offer me somethin different. hard to compare.



UC SAN DIEGO

this my shiiiit !

heard this song first time today. love it. but the lyrics are the best part.

"squeeze tht pillow tight bite that shit" ahaha thts my part

{Where is everybody}
{Don’t stop now}

{Don’t stop now}

Hey, yeah
I don’t really wanna do nothing today
Just wanna do you tonight (you tonight)
And the only way that I’ll be satisfied is if I do you right (do you right)
I want you to feel it coming
Stronger longer
If f**king you ain’t a right thing to do, then I can't get no wronger

I’m pulling hair slapping derrières
All you gotta do is say {Don’t stop now}
And I won’t I promise this
I’m gone be the dominant one
I got you bitch squeeze that pillow bite that shit
Uhh it feel good don’t it tell me that you want it
Shawty call me daddy {Don’t stop now}

Don’t stop it stop it don’t stop it
Stop it don’t stop it stop it don’t stop it
Stop it don’t stop it stop it don’t stop it
Stop it don’t stop it stop it don’t
Don’t stop now

Girl I don’t really know what else I can say
But baby girl you look tight (you look tight)
And I’m sitting right here looking in your eyes and they’re telling me everything you might like (you might like)
I want you to feel it coming
From a bigga nigga
I’m not what you’re used to f**king with (oh no)
I’m a little bit thicker

I’m pulling hair slapping derrières
All you gotta do is say (Don’t stop now)
And I won’t I promise this
I’m gone be the dominant one
I got you bitch squeeze that pillow bite that shit
Uhh it feel good don’t it tell me that you want it
Shawty call me daddy {Don’t stop now}

Don’t stop it stop it don’t stop it
Stop it don’t stop it stop it don’t stop it
Stop it don’t stop it stop it don’t stop it
Stop it don’t stop it stop it don’t
Don’t stop now

Helio Ocean 2

i currently have the Helio Ocean and i love it. i get to do everything i want. i especially love the google maps feature [ i nevr get lost wit this]






IM SO EXCITED !

Features:Same as my original but the screen is bigger. the phone is slimmer and its red. the text is suppose to be threaded now & html web browsing. im not sure about the camera but the Ocean is currently 2 megapixels with zoom. i heard[read] the Ocean 2 adds night vision. =D [i will get full use out of this feature]. oh one feature they nevr meantion is the voice recorded notes. and while on the phone u can record ur convo's lol. [ yes i love to make ppl eat their words]

Not to mention Feb.12 [wen the phone releases] Since Helio is now officially apart of Virgin Mobile [since June] my free minutes start at seven regardless if i get the new phone.

Love this moooovie

AHHH COMING TO AMERICA !!

So the past couple of days...

have been krazy. Friday i lost my phone. grr. all my contacts are G 0 N E. all my save txt messages. all my pictures. all my video. the whole situation jus wamps. like i can contact anyone wen im not at home. no mobile aim. none of my boo's can hit me up wanting to chill after i get off wrk. it jus B L 0 W S. but my new phone is here today. so yay.

ooh sat me and my frens wen to Downtown Disney which was so fun. i'll post the pics after i do my homewrk.

it sux cuz sunday i missd the whole superbowl. well really i watch it to see the commercials but thankfully facebook and myspace have all the commercials posted. =D

yesterday was such a crazy day. First off im at school and this super gay dude who thinks he is "THE SHIT" says hi to me and says im fresh. like huh?
i was highly confusd since i wasnt even dressed up. i askd my cuzin want that means cuz idk gay ppl be havin they own lingo and hidden meaning. but my cuzzo informed me it was a good thing =]

oh and on my way home i saw a boy get hit by a car wen he was riding his bike lmao. its funny b.cuz he's ok. he got up so fast. but it was his fault. the light was green and his ass gonna ride in the middle of the street...litterally. he wasnt in the crosswalk like he was dead int he middle like was a pretend car like wtf. ahah. but the car didnt hit him completely. the charger hit his back wheel which ofcourse made him fall. so it wasnt that horrible. his bike got hit not him. but he had a nasty funny fall tho.damn

good morning?

idk y but it jus irritates the fck outta me wen im having a horrible morning and there's always that one happy-go-lucky person tht comes up to u with a huge "GOOD MORNING" and cheesy smile. like whyyyyyyyyyyy are you talking to me?? and no its not a good morning so fck off. lol

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